A review: Wuthering Heights by Emily Brontë

In the past, I have tried to read this book several times. As with many classics, I would only get so far and quit. I always blamed (I still blame, to be truthful) it on the fact that I am a Mom and don't have time to devote to dense books. With my busy schedule, I don't get much time to read and it drives me crazy to read the same book for more than about a week because I feel the need to move on to something else. But lately, I have not been as inclined to give up reading books that I have always wanted to read. I just have to accept that it will take longer to finish some books. It's a work in progress.

Anyway, I am very glad that I stuck it out with Wuthering Heights long enough to finish it this time. It's an amazing book. There were times where all I wanted to do was chuck it across the room and let it gather dust in the corner. But I couldn't. Once I had invested enough time and effort in it, I was hooked.

I can honestly say that I have never read a book that had themes so deeply woven into the story, the descriptions and the characters. I felt darkness, selfishness and desperation throughout the whole book. Truly, it is masterfully written especially once one knows a little about the author. How Emily Brontë could have possibly known enough about these themes in her time period is a mystery.

This may sound argumentative (and weakly so, I admit) but I would have denied this being a love story until about the last 50 pages. To me, everything before that was not love but some kind of evil, ill-fated obsession by some of the most self-serving and vain characters ever written. I decided and tried to see beyond the fact that Ellen Dean's narrative hindered knowing the characters personally. She reported the events as she saw them (or in some cases reported events learned from a third party) and interpreted them herself. How could we, as readers, know better ourselves?

Finally, while he was still horrible and monstrous, I was convinced of the intensity of Heathcliff's true love for Catherine. I finally believed that he was just incapable of managing those feelings in a humane fashion and I felt more connected to him than ever before. That was the point where I stopped wanting to chuck the book. I started seeing it as a truly worthwhile contribution to literature. However, unless I read it again someday with the point of view I had during the last fifty pages and enjoy it more, I will never include it among my favorites.

Weekly Geeks 2009-40: Tools of the Trade

Topic this week from Weekly Geek:

Book blogging, as a concept, is essentially pretty simple: If you have Internet access and an opinion about a book, you can be a book blogger. However, actually maintaining a book blog is much more complicated -- our blogs are labors of love that require a lot of time, energy and devotion. For this edition of Weekly Geeks, I want to focus on the little things that make your blogging and/or reading life a bit easier. Do you use sites like GoodReads, LibraryThing or Shelfari to organize your books? Do you swear by Book Darts? Couldn't live without your Book Buddy? Love connecting with other bloggers on sites such as Twitter? Tell us about what makes your blog tick. Is there something specific that keeps you organized or inspired?

Apparently, I really need to tune into Weekly Geeks every week. I have been reading blogs for years now, I have even started a few but haven't been able to commit to it until now. I have discovered that I am fairly Internet Shy. But that's beside the point. The point is that even though I have been reading blogs for forever, I am very new to keeping one active and interesting. I see so many well-organized and inspiring blogs every day, but really have no idea how to get mine to that point. I have been very impressed with how many people are willing to help out new bloggers. With these kind of resources available, I may one day turn into a real blogger!

So maybe I should answer the question now. Of all of the above links, the only one I already use is GoodReads. I am learning how to use it to its potential and I actually have two whole friends on there now. Woohoo! It's been fun to type in a book title and see what everyone else thought about it. I finally decided to delete titles of books that I read forever ago and put only recently read titles in my list. I realized I could go on and on adding books I've read but may not really remember well.

I have looked at Shelfari but immediately preferred to stay with GoodReads. And I just now found out what a Book Buddy is and I want one! I have visions of taking my laptop to bed on cold winter nights to come.

And, finally, I just signed up for Twitter but have absolutely no idea what to do next. I think I will just take that one nice and slow.

Looking at the Printz Project as an investment in the future.

"My kids are getting old!"

That has been my whine for the last few weeks. It's technically not true since they are still quite young but YA literature is just on the horizon. My oldest turns 10 (!) in a few weeks. She, along with her 8 year old sister, is a voracious reader and boy does that make me proud! She still firmly belongs in the Newberry award world (which I also try to keep up with) but before I know it, she will be ready to dip her toes in older teen literature.

I hope that many of her first choices will be classics such as Little Women and Anne of Green Gables, but heaven only knows what influences her friends, classmates and teachers will have on her reading list. Now more than ever, little girls feel like they want to grow up faster and faster. And literature that is technically written for her age might not necessarily jive with what her father and I deem appropriate.

So, by reading the Printz Award winners and the honor books I hope I will be au courant enough to know which books are right for her age level. Since her reading level is much higher that her actual age, this can get tricky. Also, because I know I am going to need it later, perhaps by knowing the contemporary literature of her time I can earn some cool mom points. Maybe? No? Yeah, you're right.

A Review: The Graveyard Book by Neil Gaiman

Loved it! This is my first book by Gaiman. What a storyteller! He had me from the first word. I love the feeling I get when a book claims me with the first sentence. Doesn't happen often enough, although if it did, I suppose it would stop thrilling me so.

It did worry me, for the sake of very young readers, that a very young child's family had just been brutally murdered in the first couple of pages. But that worry was quickly replaced with the unique magic unfolding in the cemetery. I was so touched by the strength of the baby's mother in getting to him despite the odds.

The rest of the book was so enchanting that I could not put it down. The story itself was both charming and exciting, but it was little nuggets like this that really kept me reading:

It was the size of a robin's egg and Bod stared into the stone wondering if there were things moving in its heart, his eyes and soul deep in the crimson world. If Bod had been smaller he would have wanted to put it in his mouth.

Bod was caught in the most paradoxical world, the world of the dead yet he was alive. A very small boy in a modern world being raised by beings centuries old. The last sentence of that excerpt, to me, was one of the most poignant. So grown up already at only 8 yet still so childlike with lingering desires to feel out the world like a child much younger.

Not once, after the tragedy at the house, did I question recommending my 9 and 10 year olds to read The Graveyard Book. They will love it as much as I did.

First Challenge: 101 Fantasy Reading Challenge

With due pomp and circumstance, I am signing up for my first book blogger challenge. It's all very exciting. I was surfing around trying to figure out the world of reading challenges and finally, heavens be praised, I found the site A Novel Challenge. I actually found several challenges I want to join but this is the first I am ready to join because it was so easy to copy and paste a list of books. Many of these books are ones I have had on my TBR list for a long time. Oh, and I just borrowed The Graveyard Book from the library on Thursday. Quelle chance!

I can't imagine the hours of work it took to put together this list and tally the votes. But my nerdy side is also envious of the time the ladies at Ink and Paper and A Bibliophile's Bookshelf spent elbows deep in book titles and authors. The list is quite impressive; I plan on keeping it for future reference.

Anyway, this is the list of books I plan on reading:

COLLINS, Suzanne – The Hunger Games
SNYDER, Maria – Poison Study
SHAKESPEARE, William – A Midsummer Night’s Dream
GAIMAN, Neil – Coraline
CARROLL, Lewis – Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland
CARD, Orson Scott – Ender’s Game
GAIMAN, Neil – The Graveyard Book
BARRIE, JM – Peter Pan
VERNE, Jules – Twenty Thousand Leagues Under the Sea
CHAUCER, Geoffrey – Canterbury Tales
KAY, Guy Gavriel – Tigana
MARTEL, Yann – Life of Pi
GABALDON, Diana – Outlander

Can't wait to get started!

Review: Dracula by Brom Stoker

This is the second book chosen by our bright shiny new book club. Obviously we are reading it in honor of Halloween. I am so looking forward to the night we discuss Dracula partly for how much fun our first discussion night was and partly because the club member's house where the discussion is taking place always throws a good party. I suppose I am also excited to discuss Dracula with them to see if any of their opinions jive with mine.

I liked this book much more than I expected to and given the fact that I started reading it more than a month out (what with the not expecting to enjoy it and wanting plenty of time to slog my way through it) and finished it last night with three weeks to spare I'd say all signs point to enjoyment of the book. The fun really came when my husband wanted to know how the book was going and we started comparing it to other vampire books or movies we know.

First I have to admit something: I am not a fan of vampire literature or movies. I do not enjoy talk of blood, evil and death. I will submit myself to vampire stories on occasion and subsequently suffer for weeks with my overactive imagination. As much as I enjoyed Twilight, I was squeamish all the way through those 40 pages or so where Bella asks Edward question after question about his lifestyle. Ick.

However, I don't think that my general dislike of vampire stories inhibited my enjoyment of Dracula. Honestly, there were not that many true vampire moments. The first half of the book was all insinuation and speculation especially with Van Helsing keeping the juicy secret to himself. In fact, several times before it actually came out in the open, I literally said out loud, "Oh, come one! Just say it!" The vampire moments were actually more interesting to me than gross, morbid or scary with the exception of one scene in the last third of the book. Those who have read it will know to which scene I refer; I believe I had a full body shudder at the image it provoked.

Speaking of Van Helsing, he became so annoying to me that I had to force myself through his never ending monologues. I had a hard time believing that Dr Seward, Mr Harker and the others would really sit there and listen to him go on and on...and on. Not to mention how much it annoyed me that when the other characters wrote one of his speeches, they left it in his halted and broken English instead of fixing his poor grammar.

I wondered at my annoyance of Stoker's employment of the epistolary style. Is it because journal writing is, sadly, such a part of the past for most people that I couldn't appreciate the authenticity each journal keeper gave to Van Helsing's monologues? Mina did mention several times how important it was to have everything written down, but to me that didn't fully explain the thoroughness of each of them. If Stoker wanted so badly to give Van Helsing such an accent and such broken English then why did he write it in journal style?

I was also very annoyed with the fact that I had to keep looking back to see who in the world's journal entry I was reading at the time. None of the voices sounded any different to me. Unless Jonathan or Mina were talking about each other, there was no sure way to tell who was speaking. Another annoyance: all of the other characters seemed entranced with Mina whom I did like for her strength and determination, but I got a little tired of hearing her praised as the ultimate and perfect female of her time.

I do recommend this book. I can't imagine anyone truly disliking Dracula though in the same breath I can't imagine anyone really loving it even those who love vampire literature. Hey, maybe that's why I was able to read it without nightmares. Maybe all these things that bugged me about the book distracted me from the all the icky vampire stuff.

In Which I Say 'Space' A Lot

My own space. A space to call my own. A space that is all my own even if I do have to be present at my laptop in order to gain access. A space where I can be creative and design to my heart's content. Okay, starting to sound a little like an HGTV show now.

It's been much too long since I've given real purposeful thought to what I read in books. I love reading and I love what I take with me from my reading, but I miss writing about what literature teaches me like I did in college. I had a professor whom I loved but whose name I now, sadly, can't remember who taught me to expand on the thoughts I have while reading. He wanted us to think on purpose and at length. Most of all he wanted us to write it all down.

I loved it! Many students complained about their reading journal but I truly got into the spirit of it. It became a wonderful exercise to me to start out with some thoughts on a poem, short story or novel and see where those thoughts took me. Without sounding too existentialist, I actually learned quite a bit about myself. I also was able to use it to vent my college girl angst. Very helpful since I was every bit as much a twit as the students I now teach.

Anyway, I am happy to have this space. I hope to use it well although I fully and firmly believe that life will get in the way of being here as much as I would like to be. Eventually I may reach out and put my URL out there in the comments box of some brilliant book blogger, but for now this space is mine all mine!